Sunday, June 25
frustration. when FFAF, Trivium, deftones, A.F.I., Iron Maiden, Led Zepplin and everything else aren't heavy metal enough.
sometimes you just feel so frustrated at everything
so burning with gnawing feral instincts
so disturbed that you need to tear something up
to break something
to release that building tension within your body
there are times that even heavy metal is not enough
that the crunching sounds of machine
the fast furious strumming and clashings of cymbals and drums
and the animalistic screams aren't enough to drown out everything
that the attempts to put melody into the singing
sounds forced
sounds contorted
sounds wrong
there are times that you just need to scream it out
to cry it out
and there are times that your best friends seem so far away
that nobody seems to care
everyone else is so wrapped up in their own lives
even you
there are times that you just need to believe in God
that even when the world turns its back on you
that you realise
that just having God's love is enough
0. oOo
